Revelations ...

All of a sudden she stopped answering my calls, stopped replying to my SMS’s and basically she isolated herself and this wasn’t her at all. Our last conversation was very usual and almost like all our other conversations. We updated ourselves to what happened in each of lives, said good nights and said our 143’s and that’s it the next my inbox was empty.

I was used to her getting angry when I replied her late and ignoring her calls while I am at class but this came out from nowhere and for 2 weeks I lost contact.

I missed her a lot. There were times that I even paid for her pre-paid account just to have contact. My inbox and outbox were almost to their limits when we talk and now it’s empty. All of a sudden she’s ignoring my calls, I was not born yesterday and it’s clear to me what she’s up to.

On our 2nd monthsary I received a SMS from an unknown number saying:

bBy, s0ry I wAs bC, BtW !ts my nEw n0S.

I took some time to understand what her message was but translated to formal language this reads as:

Baby, sorry I was busy, by the way this is my new number.

First of all I don’t want to be addressed as baby—so fling-ish and she’s perfect in grammar and never used the SMS language and contractions and especially an exclamation mark in place of an “I”. I can feel that something is really wrong.

For 2 days I acted like there is nothing wrong while there is. When I can’t stand it anymore I grilled her questions I never asked her before and found out that from all this time that I thought T***** was her real name I was wrong. Her real name is B*******.

Her answers were revelations I never expected. I thought it would end in the name issue but it did not stop in there. There were a lot more issues and answers which are enough to crush my young heart.

I know I may sound sissy and all but she crushed me and this is the only medium I know where my feelings can be fully shown.