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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Burgeoning Affair

Before I met B*******, I had this friend whom I met via SMS. We never got the chance to meet eye-to eye but I can really feel that there is a strong connection b/w the two of us. I felt that mutualness I never felt with B*******.

We are strictly friends, no strings attached. She lives only a jeepney ride away so I was scared that she will track me. I hid my real identity to her which eventually I regretted of doing so. I realized we are so close to each other and keeping this as a secret is a stab to our strong friendship.

I can tell her almost everything. She’s the Dr. Phil I never had and the companion I longed to had. I wanted to court her long time before I had my first fling but she is very conservative (typical Filipina) and her parent would never allow her to do so. She said she came from a middle wealth family and her mom works for the RP government and she refused to reveal her father’s occupation. This made me wonder, what if she’s a daughter of a soldier. I know how strict a soldier to his children because my dad is a soldier himself and trust me they tend to be very protective, which is good because you can feel that you are safe.

We sometimes fight like cats and dogs which made our friendship colorful. How we met is through a common friend and my classmate. She claimed she never met our common friend before but she had an idea of how she looks (corpulent).

I like her. I really, really do. We may fight, argue and debate a lot but without those my day would bland. She’s the cumin of my everyday, the confection of my sweet tooth…how I hope she was mine to hold. I may be committed but I can trade that commitment just to hold her so.

Her image maybe a mystery, but her heart and soul was familiar. They say to see is to believe but the eye is to be fooled moreover, to feel us to believe.

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