Xander's Summer Fling

continuation to Xander's first fling

A few weeks before summer vacation my enthusiasm was still high. She was bragging to me her academic achievement for weeks now. She told me she is a constant gold medal awardee and she even skipped a year because of her excellence and at that point I was very proud of whatever she achieved.

She promised that she was going to spend her vacation at her cousin's house--the one who gave me her gift--since twas a walking distance from my school we promised each other that we will enjoy summer, together.

But I was, yet again, very,very disappointed. I thought twas gonna be the best summer with her but she said she will be spending her summer vacation in Manila. I ignored her for a while and after some time I realized it would be inhumane to treat her like that and our love did prevails.

We carried on with our young lives but we kept in touch with each other. There were several girls who flirted with me that time and I have several other textmates but I did not mind them at all. I have a gf whom I faithfully committed with and I can not let go of that.

Even though I forced my parents to enroll me to a summer workshop I did not enjoy a speck. From the start I focused myself on seeing her during summer vacation but now that it is impossible to realize I have no reasons to attend.

A summer filled with plans and hopes was turned into a summer of complete semi-singleness because of a broken vow. I was very lonely that summer and even though I had all the chances to cheat I just couldn't do it. I want to be faithful to her.

Is it right to be obsessed to girl you can't even touch?